New phone

Bought a new phone or my mummy did ( BB pearl 8120 ) . It is awesome but the keyboard is complex . It has amazing wifi and music and a nice text layout . I basically love it . It got me thinking though - who do I want to have my number and who do I want to contact ? I realised I need to just surround myself with honest people who actually care about me ; so here on now I will surround myself with positive loyal people who I can trust . I have also realised a few of my many faults so want to right a few wrongs . Wish me look ? :)

The past

People say the past is behind you but it isn't . People love hitting you when you are down with your past mistakes. I love The Lion King and this is my favourite quote ' the past hurts but the way I see it you can run from it or learn from it. I have decided to take charge and learn from it . It isn't a mistake if it has helped you. I have done stupid stuff but I can't keep contemplating 'what if'. I have done and said things which I wish I hadn't but so what ? I guess I am tired of being sorry.  It hurts climbing up from rock bottom but it shows you that you can and you will be able to handle hardship. Haters are always going to hate but you know what let the. If they are hating you that leaves some other person without the abuse. Fuck them .

First day

My home girl is at my house with her awesome younger brothers . I am trying to sound ghetto , do I ? Daniel is nearly 7 and is the most gorgeous and lovely little boy . Her other brother is 16 months and so cute . Them visiting has cheered me up so much . A little stressed but I am feeling better . Write later . <3